~~~Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy.~~~~~
The last few months have been a whirlwind of change. Of finding who I am and what I want to do truly do in my life. My heart has been ripped open and my eyes have been given new visions in which I should be following.
This is a world to which I am growing accosted by, daily being picked apart by things that don't matter and won't matter in the long run. In fact when I see them now I can hardly believe how I let them take hold of me.
The journey to become something and someone different has been in my mind since I was first starting at my retail store. I knew that I wanted to be someone who daily speaks into the hearts and minds of the people that I care about. But who daily feels that she is inadequate to do just that. Someone who can't be trusted or reached out to because I am afraid of the hurt that might ensue.
Well no more! I have changed and found a better path, one of introspection and exaltation and appreciation for who I am. When I was at the grocery store, specifically when I was working I lost my confidence, feeling that I could only accomplish so much which was a lie.
I have been given the tools to make life not only better for me but for my friends and family and people who are just getting to know me.
That doesn't mean selling them on something they don't need but trying to be with them as my heart opens up to the dreams that I have had since I was little.
Since you are on my page I would like to tell you about my dreams to be a recording artist. I have wanted to do that since I could remember playing LIFE the Milton-Bradley game. Especially since it made things and daily things more interesting as I played that game.
I would start with a car go to college get my degree and then go on and be a famous musician because that way I would have education to fall back on. As I look at my choices today I see that I have been playing very much that game in my head since before I ever entered high school. I was very sure that I would never get married. I was very sure that I would never have a need to go to college and I was darn near certain that I could deal with whatever job was placed in front of me just to do it.
But there has always been an underlying nudge to move toward something bigger than I could have dreamed for myself.
That is why I have this site and why I am going to be trying to write daily. To not only inspire myself but maybe someone else along the way.
So please come with me and have a laugh or add to my journey with your comments. I would love to hear from you.
The last few months have been a whirlwind of change. Of finding who I am and what I want to do truly do in my life. My heart has been ripped open and my eyes have been given new visions in which I should be following.
This is a world to which I am growing accosted by, daily being picked apart by things that don't matter and won't matter in the long run. In fact when I see them now I can hardly believe how I let them take hold of me.
The journey to become something and someone different has been in my mind since I was first starting at my retail store. I knew that I wanted to be someone who daily speaks into the hearts and minds of the people that I care about. But who daily feels that she is inadequate to do just that. Someone who can't be trusted or reached out to because I am afraid of the hurt that might ensue.
Well no more! I have changed and found a better path, one of introspection and exaltation and appreciation for who I am. When I was at the grocery store, specifically when I was working I lost my confidence, feeling that I could only accomplish so much which was a lie.
I have been given the tools to make life not only better for me but for my friends and family and people who are just getting to know me.
That doesn't mean selling them on something they don't need but trying to be with them as my heart opens up to the dreams that I have had since I was little.
Since you are on my page I would like to tell you about my dreams to be a recording artist. I have wanted to do that since I could remember playing LIFE the Milton-Bradley game. Especially since it made things and daily things more interesting as I played that game.
I would start with a car go to college get my degree and then go on and be a famous musician because that way I would have education to fall back on. As I look at my choices today I see that I have been playing very much that game in my head since before I ever entered high school. I was very sure that I would never get married. I was very sure that I would never have a need to go to college and I was darn near certain that I could deal with whatever job was placed in front of me just to do it.
But there has always been an underlying nudge to move toward something bigger than I could have dreamed for myself.
That is why I have this site and why I am going to be trying to write daily. To not only inspire myself but maybe someone else along the way.
So please come with me and have a laugh or add to my journey with your comments. I would love to hear from you.
The path is before me and the day is new. It is up to me to decide to go further than I have ever gone or if I choose to sit still watching the day go by. This was taken on a hiking trail near Bar Harbor, MA. I thought it was amazing to see these steps because it reminds me of the path that I will be climbing is not always going to be paved.